All I do these days is update constantly it seems. I've even been neglecting my other diary (a LiveJournal).
I have to keep reminding myself that in 10 months I will be back in NYC come hell or high water. I'm determined to go back. I'll sell all my stuff or chuck it in the trash if I have to. I don't care anymore. I pretty much hate it here. So San Antonio will be another city that I leave in the dust, with unsuccessful relationships and failed life plans in my wake. Lovely.
I must say that moving every 5-7 years makes life's screw-ups more palatable. If I know in a few years I won't have to see any of these people again, I can be my usual screwed-up self and not feel as much shame.
I never thought I live to see 30. Seriously, I was sure I'd kill myself before now, either on purpose or by accident. I suppose now that I've made it I feel I have to make the most of the time I have left. Funny how that works.
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And now some b-day pics!!
2:37 p.m. - 2010-10-13
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