It's been months it seems.
I have a new fancy job. I hated the old one so much. I was thrilled to leave. I don't miss it or the people honestly. I barely even try to stay in touch with them.
I started January 4. It's a big company. Well known and brag-worthy. I got hired for a job that I am not sure I was qualified for. Very tech-heavy. I have been killing it though but I won't rest on my laurels. I keep getting new duties added and I need to keep achieving what they put in front of me.
It is delightful to have insurance and feel appreciated. It's been so long that I honestly get confused that they think I am good at my job and tell me so repeatedly. They thank me and tell me I rock. So. Wow.
My old boss called me aggressive and weak and useless. He only like the thin white girls and gave them all the money and respect. Too bad for him that his company will fail. And I will laugh in his face one day.
I am fatter than ever. No exaggeration. So I am trying to quit drinking for the foreseeable future and start working out more. I want to lose 30-40 pounds. Let's start with 15 though.
I am tired of being single as well. So depressing. I am 35, alone and in tons of debt. I want to use this year to start turning things around.
6:26 p.m. - 2016-02-14
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