Why is it that I eat breakfast at 9 AM (to boost my metabolism) take 3 diuretics with caffeine, 3 fiber pills (fiber fills you up right) drink some green tea and take half an ephedra diet pill and my stomach is growling loudly at 11 AM? This is why I'm a fat cow who gains 5 pounds (almost 6 now, I'm back up to 149, wtf) in 4 days. I had to hide my scale so I wouldn't hurt myself.
I b/ped last night because why not. It was fairly satisfying.
I want to be healthier. I am trying to quit smoking, not b/p or drink so much. I had to hide the scale so I can start losing weight again in a healthier manner. Though I plan to buy some white this weekend. I haven't had any since August so I should be OK. Plus no more ephedra diet pills and less caffeine. I really am trying to be healthy.
And I started working out again so that should help. I am going to try not to weigh myself until Halloween. Hahaha like that will work. Let's see if I can make it until Monday.
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