I am both motivated and livid today.
I've been motivated for a week or so now. I want to get in shape, fix my finances and my social life. I've made plans and if I stick to them I can be in good shape by the end of the year. Tons of debt paid off and healthier than ever.
I am livid because my new job sucks. The hours are horrendous and my coworkers barely acknowledge me. My boss favors his other employee so much is is disgusting. Lets him leave 20-30 minutes early, goes on hour long lunches with him. Ignore me all day. I sit away from the team and so many times I've seen that they are all offline because they went home and didnt tell me. Such fucking bullshit. So while I am here I will work on other shit and say fuck them. We get bonuses in the first quarter so I will deal withe it until then and switch to another department far away from them.
I want my bonus and my 401k vestment. Once I get those I am out of here for good. I can't stand bad bosses and crap coworkers. I wish I was independent wealthy.
I am still freelancing, which is great for my debt repayment. My rededication to my workout plan is already showing. And cutting out the alcohol is helping. Trying to only drink Friday night and Saturday. Daily drinking makes me fat and groggy.
I have been to so many doctors in the past month. Having insurance has allowed me to catch up. My health is OK but it can be better. So I am going to try.
Single atill and kind of hating it now. I am on the ugly side of my 30s.
12:49 p.m. - 2016-03-14
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