How has it been so long since I updated? I'm sorry!
I am a hot mess right now so I am finally going to severely cut back my drinking. Meaning I am not allowed to 1) have booze in my house 2) drink alone. The escapism is ruining my health.
Work is fine. I am taking on a lot of new responsibility, but I am also dreaming of moving out of this town for a while. NYC is so fucking expensive, it's making me depressed. Even a year or two somewhere else would change my life.
I am so tired of being single also. I am turning 35 in a two months and I want to be proud of myself when I wake up in the morning. I want to learn to love myself before it's too late. I am not such a bad person. I'm just so damn depressed.
1:05 p.m. - 2015-08-03
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