Wow I keep forgetting to update!
I have been drinking way too much and it scares me. 3 bottles of wine, 100 oz of strong beer and a half pint of vodka in two days. I need to stop! I drink every day and sometimes it gets so I need a drink to take the edge off. No headaches anymore. I can go ages without drinking, and then I get into a booze spiral.
I am fat as fuck right now too, due to the lack of exercise and excessive drinking.
I am lonely and depressed.
My hair is falling out in clumps. I have tons of actual bald spots and the hair is gone forever. I am even more depressed. How can I ever date someone when I am fat, bald and stupid. I am only good for sex and since I don't want to do that right now, I am good for nothing.
I am in thousands and thousands of dollars of debt. My freelance gig still hasn't paid me, fucking pricks.
I just want something good to happen in my life.
I am happy that the supreme court got their shit together a least a little. Yay for Marriage Equality and Yay for Obamacare. Gotta take the good with the bad I guess.
1:53 p.m. - 2015-07-01
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