Haven't updated in a while.
Been purging too much. Almost every day again. It sucks because I am torn between wanting to lose weight and wanting to not dire from purging. I wish I didn't hate myself so much but it's a forever curse it seems.
Work is boring. My boss refuses to give me a fucking day off. I've asked twice and he won't even acknowledge it. He's going out of town. Every other employee is as well. but I have to be here and do all of their work. Fucking bullshit. I have seniority and I actually asked and he's being a fucking dick. I fucking hate it here and I am so burned out. I am unable to sleep and I drink every day and am purging again. This place isn't healthy for me.
I am still single and I hate it now. I am going to be 35 this year and I have nothing to show for it. It's time for me to get my shit together and meet someone, make some money/find a good job, get healthy.
No more excuses.
9:30 a.m. - 2015-06-19
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