I have made the most of this weekend so far. I did eat too much but I didn't pass out and spend all my money on booze or junk food/take out food. I exercised and enjoyed the weather.
I've done some cleaning. I prettied myself up a bit. I don't think I'll ever be happy with how I look but I am determined to stop hating myself. I painted my nails, deep conditioned my hair and exfoliated and shaved. Pampered myself. And I still have tomorrow off too! I so enjoy not being super drunk and wasting my time. I watched fun TV and DVDs and smiled to myself.
I am eager to go to NYC. I have new clothes to wear and I am in my better shape. I just want to think positive and be positive. I want to take next week off from drinking so I don't get worn out. Plus I can be in the best shape possible for my trip.
9:43 p.m. - 2011-07-03
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