I have no idea why but I am in an awesome winning (TM Mr. Sheen) mood today. i think it's because I woke up early and worked out for 40 minutes this morning. I purged all the alcohol I drank so I wasn't hung over either.
I definitely and not going to count calories for a while. It directly leads to me panicking and purging.
God I am being such a cunt today to my coworker and this bitch I work with. I don't even know why or care. It's like they don't exist and I am being rude and interrupting their conversations because in my mind they aren't even worth acknowledging. I feel bad because rude is not a good way to be either. I need to find a happy medium.
I need to buy more groceries. I need to clean my house more. I need to do my homework. I need to workout again. But at least those are positive things in my life as opposed to when I needed to do coke again or I needed to starve or I needed to cut myself. Every day is a struggle but right now I feel I am winning this war.
1:53 p.m. - 2011-03-02
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