Fuck I b/ped so much last night i have no idea why. I think I need to stop counting calories. As soon as I go over a certain threshold I freak out and start b/ping. No more weighing myself for a few weeks either. Just exercise and healthy food. Cutting down on alcohol. I have to fix this shit. My idiotic friend calls me repeatedly so I finally call her back and she spends an hour crowing about how she met this awesome guy and she thinks he's hot and great. Then she talks about her ex AGAIN for like half the time. She had been posting nonsense about how "in love" she was, I know she hoped he would see it. Pathetic. I told her I was writing a paper this weekend and she got pissy. And I star my second class next week so no more play time for me. Should keep me out of trouble. I am fine being alone for now. I need to focus on my health and beauty (vain! lol) Seriously I have been looking like shit recently due to the stress and partying so I want to get my shit straight. I am breaking out everywhere and my skin is dry and my hair is shit and my body is flabby. I want to start working out every day again and taking care of myself.
7:47 a.m. - 2011-03-02
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