I love that it's always a "scary BLACK man" never a "scary man". Or a "scary WHITE man." Have to make sure people get how scary he really was. a "Scary BLACK man"... Damn get that nigger way from you pronto. Ugh I am so sick of the casual racist shit I even see in other people's diaries. I'm fucking sick of this shit. Like my life isn't bad enough. I have to worry about my brother getting shot because he is big and a SCARY BLACK MAN even though he is mentally retarded and doesn't know what he does. So yeah reading about how scary the BLACK man was when he was/is mentally ill makes me ill. Fuck this shit.
I haven't eaten in hours. Just shots and cigarette butts and I want to die because this world is so fucked up. Even though I am smart and funny I'll always be the loud BLACK chick and I can't deal with it anymore. Maybe the world really isn't meant for us. After a while it's too hard to keep fighting. Y'all win.
3:40 a.m. - 2011-02-12
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