Class started late because the professor was dilly dallying. We ended up getting out 45 minutes late.
We watched Notorious which was quite good.
I walked the mile to my house and then did 20 minutes of Pilates. i was starving! I ate 2 bowls of cereal and a slice of cheese. I am at around 1200 calories. I don't want to weigh myself for a while. I am bloated from drinking and my period and eating a lot and I don't want to get myself riled up and start purging again. Just exercise and try to eat right and in a week or so I'll see where I am.
I go to the doctor Wednesday to get follow-up tests for my abnormal pap. I don't know what to think. I am bummed to say the least.
Work is fine I guess. My boss wants my mom to get her husband a job. No I am not kidding. My mom works for the government (fairly high up position in the region) but she has no control over hiring until you pass through the main stages, Plus no nepotism is allowed and she is a stickler for that.
I started using this super strong retinol solution on my skin and it seems cool. I want these stupid crows feet to go away. Smoking is bad!
Ugh Valentine's Day is coming up. I think i want to take the day off so I don't get depressed. I definitely don't want to hear about everyone's lovey dovey bullshit. I am alone and very very bitter.
10:39 p.m. - 2011-01-31
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