Today started off like it would be a good day. I am lighter than I have been in a year and I actually fit into some of my old clothes now. I haven't b/ped in a week. Then of course it all falls apart.
My coworker, to whom I had just lent $10 because he didn't get paid today and to whom I have supplied cigarettes all week, went out and picked up our lunches for us. We paid but he picked them up. I ate mine (in a normal fashion i thought) in my office and I asked if he wanted to go get a smoke. He replied that he hadn't even finished his food and did I inhale mine or something.
Mind you I haven't eaten since 7 PM the night before and it was like 3 PM. i had 715 calories yesterday and I was just fucking hungry ok? Seriously what the fuck. Plus those cigarettes are the ones I had to pay for because his broke-ass couldn't afford them. Like yes I am not a delicate flower who picks at her food and pushes it away half eaten. I ate one slice of pizza and one garlic knot (which was so greasy it was nasty). Like what the fuck.
And he happens to be my current crush which makes it worse of course. I am sure all the girls in his life are lovely little waifs.
So I told him he was rude and went to the bathroom to cry and now I am going to do my work and try to ignore him. I didn't have any soda or anything to help me purge so that sucked. Now it is sitting in my stomach reminding me of how fat I am.
He told me not to get butt-hurt that he was kidding. hahaha so funny.
Obviously I need to just stop eating at work so I can't be accused of being a pig.
TGIF...?
4:02 p.m. - 2010-05-14
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