So HS Guy has never emailed me back so it is over before it began. On the one hand (and truly it should be the bigger hand...which makes no sense) he was a jerk and made me feel like shit and was stupid and an asshole. On the other hand this just adds to the feelings of rejection I have been having.
I will no longer talk about him.
On to more important things. I am gotten down to 173.5. I realized that I was placing the scale on the one part of the bathroom that always weighed me heavier. Dumb me.
I am going to buy a digital scale this weekend along with a new blanket and sheet set for my bed. And maybe another egg crate. I need to sleep more for sure.
Re: work it turns out I am finishing things so much faster than my boss expected that is part of the reason why she has been acting so cagey. I feel better about that at least.
I need to find some hobbies. i still write for Examiner.com but I need more. I am tired of this pathetic lonely feeling all the time.
7:18 a.m. - 2010-01-28
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