I am having major chest pains. My left leg was numb for a while. I wonder if all the puking, drinking, drugs, and smoking have finally taken their toll. I am only 24 years old.
I went to the gym twice this week and then partied like a fucking rock star for 3 days straight. Whoops. I am still around 150. I have my period though so I am majorly bloated.
This damn fool I hooked up with for a week or so earlier thi month has reappeared in my life. My coworker took me to a party over at his house since she's seeing his friend. He didnt call me for 3 weeks cause we had seen too much of each other. As if that was my fault. Eww what an ass. This is after he gave me that speech about not wanting to be in a relationship with me when I told him that I don't do relationships. What a tool.
Anyway I went to the party and acted normal and kind of ignored hima nd talked to other people including guys and he didnt seem to pleased with that Then he started hitting on this chick in fornt of me and she blew him off and talked about how cool i was and how we had bonded, lol. Then he wanted to fuck me even after I told him I had my period. So we cam back to my house because I am a horny loser. *sigh* But I did have pleasure in kowing I had hooked up with another dude just a couple days earlier in that very bed.
Its only recenlty that I have gotten pleaseure out of sex. I total I've had sex less than 30 times I think. It still kind of painful I must say, but its not so bad. I don;t feel as uncomfortable about my body. Maybe it cause I;m getting older.
Damn as much as this dude is a jackass I do kind of like him. I dunno what my problem is.
I just ate a ton of Chinese food. Fucking A.
I thre up like everyday for the past 2 weeks until today. I need to do something about this.
7:03 p.m. - 2005-04-23
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