I tried to update yesterday form work but the motherfucking firewall kept me from updating and from emailing myself my update. I hate this motherfucking place.
I've been ahving disturbing dreams. The night before last I dreamt I was seducing one of my co-workers. The one who's friends/partners with the guy I like. This guy also reminds me of my dad so its beyond gross. Last night I dreamt I was arrested for possesion of cocaine. It was a huge amount and I was going to go to jail for 77-100 years. It felt so real. I was so upset I realized that my life was over. Completely. I would never see the light of day again. I felt myself behind bars. Hopeless. I didnt know what to do. If I should run away or what. I think I decided that I would kill myself, but I was scared of that too. It was awful. I wonder what the dreams mean?
9:33 a.m. - 2004-04-08
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