I was so close.
I had finally decided that I wanted to try and eat right and lose or gain weight the healthy way, just by eating and living and experiencing things I enjoy. I was going to try and let go of all fo this and get help and do things right.
Then I found out that my ass looks "voluptuous" in my pants. It look so voluptuous that my old pants dont even look the same. I am spreading faster than I ever imagined. I disgust myself and it must stop. I refuse to become healthy until I become thin.
12:37 a.m. - 2003-09-24
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