Eh binged all weekend due to massive consupmtion of weed. Went the the Bronx zoo on saturday at least we walked around for hours so that burned so cals. Purged Saturday morning and Sunday evening/Monday morning. Still feel gross. I need to have my stomch respectable looking by October 7, my b-day or actually the 4th when I have my party. Its not gonna be flat of course but an acceptably small lump is all I can hope for.
I am finally coming out of my asexual phase and I have started finding guys cute again and wishing I was dating someone. No boyfriend but someoneoe to take me out to dinner and buy me flowers on occassion, and someone I could do the same for. Everyone has romantic partners but me. Jealous.
I have decided I eally must quit smoking. I am going to try for a week staright which is easy if I dont drink or smoke weed. Even weed isnt too hard. I cant not drinka nd msoke though but i must. I have a cough from smoking or purging or both and i want it gone. Please give me tips. Please please please?
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