went out with my roommate and a fried on saturday and fater they both got tired I decided to call it an evening as well. so my rooommate spent the entire walk home yelling ta me for going home when i obviously didnt want to and saying he wont put up with my shit like Isaac, the guy who's living with us, does. I was like WTF? I didnt mind going home what's the big deal? I wasnt upset. Would it have been more polite to drag one or both of them out all night so that I could keep partying? Please. My friend overheard some of it and was like what is wrong with him. Gotta love those abusive relationships. Now of course roommate has decided that Isaac is his best friend in the whole world so that I am shit out, even though he wants to kick him out and all he does is bitch about his presense to anyone with ears. Isaac is soaking it up, since he is used to being adored by tons of people, he will take whatever he can get I suppose, even if the person talks shit about you constantly. Ugh, people make me sick. I wish they would both get the fuck out so that I could live in peace. But at least now neither of them will be paying attention to how much I eat or how often I puke. I am finally safe because I am living with 2 egomaniacs.
I am extra fat today. But I am starting a new phase in my life. I am going to eat right and do things, like start writing again and focus on moving myself foward. My life is pathetic right now. Alll I do is work and eat it seems, with some illicit drug taking mixed in for good measure. The mania is coming soon. I remember it well from first semester last year. It seemed to start around my birthday which is 3 weeks away. I need to gte in shape. I am tired of embarassing myself.
And I am so living by myself next year.
8:10 a.m. - 2003-09-15
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