Ugh I've got my period, which most like explains the binging and purging rampage I was one for the past few days. I feel much better now. I had been doing so well before too so at least I know what triggered me.
I saw cabion fever last night and thoroughly enjoyed it. Id it a good movie, not really. The acting is horrid but the story amused me. Plot points didnt connect but I dont care much about that. I was totally trashed as well so that was nice.
I must loose weight. I feel so lardish and gross. I am buying yoga and pilates tapes so that I dont have to volunteer anymore for the free classes. My entotre Saturday is taken up by pilates and 3.5 hours of cleaning and passing out flyers. Ugh. I miss going to the park and the museums and stuff. I cant work 5 days a week and then have to give up my saturdays as well. It makes me cranky. Plus they dont even have classes every week do they suck.
I am feeling incredibly asexual right now. No idea why. I think its because I feel so ugly. That turns me off in a heart beat. I cant imagine letting anyone touch me. I wouldnt. I would run away and hide forever. When will I stop being so fucking fat? Bleh I;m starting to even bore myself.
Lets see, the cat we are cat sitting now loves us and is so sweet and fat and wonderful. Our cable was busted but now its fixed. I have to take the notary public test in 2 weeks (eeek). I want a facial. And John Ritter and Johnny Cash are dead. What is the world coming to?
1:42 p.m. - 2003-09-13
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