I ate under 1100 calories today without even trying! I actually ate what I wanted including full fat cheese and bread and bagel. I had fruit for breakfast--an apple, a banana and a peach, a yummy salad for lunch with fresh mozzarela, egg, avacado and sun dried tomatoes with a piece of bread, and for dinner half a poppy seed bagel with full fat cream cheese with 2 egg whites, full fat mozz cheese and lettuce and tomato with a side of tomato and mozzarella with balsamic vinegar. It was so good and I feel satisfied. Maybe I can start loosing weight again. I even had a snack of soy crisps. Yay me!
I havent purged since when? Friday...I think? Maybe Saturday actually. Its impossible to keep track anymore. I pondered b/ping today but I decided against it. I feel so gross, its hard to control myself. I want to do drugs and punch my roommate for being a jackass. I have to play all nice to my friend so I dont end up being the pyscho bitch when I'm the one being yelled at for no reason. At least I have a witness to the insanity. I cant wait to have my own place. That will be so fucking cool. The Den of Sin is ocmin soon.
7:43 p.m. - 2003-09-15
Recent entries:
- - 2016-03-14
Still alive - 2016-02-14
- - 2015-11-05
- - 2015-10-02
- - 2015-09-09
My profile
Archives
Notes
Diaryland
Random
RSS
others:
julymalaise
usb-port
alethia
englishsucks
lisasays
moodswing
fat0free0air
cloudy-night
atwowaydream
silver4
enurta
soon
warpednormal
ecstasia
limes-sugar
hungry-hippo