Satrted my pilates again. Last night beofre I went to bed and today when I woke up. 340 cals so far today. Feeling pretty good too. I walked to the post office which took like 20 minutes each way I think. And of course I've been walking up and down the 5 flights of stairs in my building. I finally have my motivation to lose weight. Basically since my friend is trying to get me to beg himt o hang out with me I wanna look fabulous when I see him and the others again so he will feel like crap. He always talks about how fat he is blah balh even though he is smaller than me and knows I have an eating disorder. What a craphead. So I want himt o feel bad cause I dont care about hanging out with him anymore. Its been 2 weeks and hes been an asshole. Once I shrug off a friendship uts done for me. I can get over losing friends very easily, since it used to happen a lot before when I was far moodier. Now I dont expect any friendship to last and I dont care. I make new friends easily. I am loyal to my friends but I wont be taken for a fool dammit.
Been lurking at the Thin Forum recently. I like looking at the Jealously cafe. It motivates me like nothing else. I never much like the purgatorium cause I felt like I didnt have much to say. I guess once its lasted this long the stories dont seem as interesting anymore. But I havent purged in a while and even the last time was more of a fluke than anything.
On another note, I think I've been drinking bad milk. Its tastes weird but smells fine. Actually I think the problem is that we don't have baking soda in the fridge. Ugh. The experiation date is August something so....yeah it still tastes nasty. Later: 750 so far today..I think I can hold off with only some cheese or an apple for the rest of the night. I am sore (yay!) form doing my arm and leg exercises. I miss my nicely defined arms. It feels so good to get back into shape. I look so gross. Ahh the shame. And I finally did my laundry. All in all a pretty decent day.
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