765 cals today! Woohoo finally I am getting back on track. Its so sad, my bones are disappearing. Thats what finally did it for me. I can hardly see my sternum anymorew. Its gone. My bones are covered in layers of nasty fat. I dont have a scale thank God. If I did I would spend all my time in bed crying. Ugh. if I can stay around this same number for a while I may actually start to see some results.
I get so bored sitting in my room all day but I have nothing to do. Our cable sucks and my friends are pissed at me or something. I dont care as much as I shoudl though. Being alone helps keep me focused on losing weight. Friends come and go but fat seems to stay forever. *sigh* But all in all life is actually getting better. Take care everyone.
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