I purged twice yesterday but I feel it was more of a "treat" than a start of another cycle. I am starting my new restiction plan today. Breakfast=Coffee + Sudafed. Lunch= Coffee + Sudafed. Dinner = whatever I want, tonight pasta cause I am going out to 2 open bars and I need something to line my stomach with.
I still don't have a job. I need to apply for unemployment. I need to find proof of past employment and all that crap so that means I'm going to be very busy today. I go on Craig's List everyday to look for both permanent, part time and one day jobs. I cleaned this lasies apartment for $17 for 1 hor and 15 minutes worth of work. All I did was sweep the floors and take her garbage downstairs. She was very chatty. Nice lady.
I need to do some kind of exercise. Lunches and squats will work cause I have limited space. Leg lifts too. Once I clean I can do push ups as well. Cardio is the hard part. I guess I will just start taking walks again. At least I live on the 6th floor. Walk ups are good for something.
I have also decided to quit smoking. I have decided many times but i figure if I write it in here I have to at least try to do it. I finshed a pack yesterday. If I can manage to not smoke while I'm drunk then I'm set.
The stupid girl living with my friends annoys me to no end. She cops all of our slang and tries to mae it her own. She says things like "Oh snap" without a trace of irony. She is in a sorority. I happen to know people in sororoties and I like most of them, but they are so unlike me. And thats the point. If my friends would be happy befriending and catering to a sorotity loving, fat arm obsessing "oh snapping" kind of gal then why would they be friends with a surly, non girly, extremely bitchy girl like me? How strange. But I do have my good points. The fact is no one is as loyal and protective as me. And although you'd never know it, I do have a pretty good sense of humor.
I think I will do one of those 100 things about me lists soon. I just hope I can think of enough things to say.
10:20 a.m. - 2003-07-09
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