free alcohol and seeing the usual crowd vs. stay home and stay sober. i wasnt planning on ending this sabbatical (sp?) but i want to be drunk. but it is raining also. hmmm, i can go and then not see them until next weekend. hmmm what to do. maybe if i just go for an hour....i love sangria. never make sangria for me....bastards...it is so fucking cold in here.
on other notes i've only had 10 teiskets today and nothing else except a drink which made me nice and tipsy. good girl rachel. food is the devil. i answered an ad for bulimic people that offers free treatment and medication if i need it. God I hope they call me, email me...I really do want to get better.
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