So much has happened. (damn you diary land) My rommate arrived on Monday with the Uhual full of all our stuff. My mom gave me the furniture formt he old house so we had a recliner, a love seat, a sofa, my chest of drawers, my dresser and my bed, plus 4 dining room chairs. My rommate brought his futon and all of his shit too. Did I mention that I live on the 6th floor in a walk up builing. The fun of moving a couch up the stairs can never be described. We managed to move all of that stuff (minus the recliner which fell apart) by ourselves in 2 days. We moved 2/3 of it the first day and had to stop due to exhaustion and pressing engagements. I am sore all over. Please kill me.
Secondly, I went to the eating disorder clinic in White plains today. I found an ad for a study on Craig's List while I was looking for a job so I decided to apply. I had also applied for a depression study but they said that my eating disorder would interfer with the research. So I went to White plains an answered a bunch of questions and found out that I don't qualify for that study either. Why you may ask? because my mood disorder aka my depression would be bad for research. Lovely. I mena its not their fault of course, but it would have been nice to get some free help since my insurance runs out in a month and a half. Fuck. I don't think i can be cured in 6 weeks. I don't have a job yet so I have no idea whether I would have insurnace to continue my treatment and I know I can't afford to pay for it myself. I am in debt up to my ears. Baby steps though, baby steps. I started to cry when the lady told me I didnt qualify. I can't believe I care that much. I guess I really did wnat help. Right now I don't really care. The mania is kicking in again and all i want to do is laugh and play. Nothing seems so important anymore except getting drunk and having fun. I hope I can control myself this time. Oh shit i almost forgot. One of my friends (now roommate) that I always knew was gay, finally came out to me yesterday. he casually mentioned how this one dude hates him cause he hooked up with the dudes boyfriend. I was like oh really? I think he finally realized that I of all people would never care about such a thing. Its nice to be trusted by your friends.
3:10 p.m. - 2003-06-25
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