Long time, no update. Not sure why because I need to write in here more than ever.
I hate my job. I have hated it off and on for the entire 2.75 years I have worked here. I was underpaid from the beginning. $20/hour for someone with a fucking Master's degree from NYU. But I persevered and when I finally said fuck it and found a new job, my stingy boss offered to match my pay at $29/hour. That was my first mistake because he obviously had the money and was just too cheap to pay me in the beginning. I had asked from the start for more and he flat our refused. Such a prick.
So I stayed and he 'spontaneously' gave me another raise to $60,000/year and then one to $65,000 and one to $70,500. "Wow," I thought "this is great." Well the last raise was because he thought I'd find out that he was basically covering insurance costs for this chick who started after me, was like 7 years younger than me, had no experience and was given tons of cash. Asshole.
So during this time he is rude as fuck to me but I take it. At some point, he tells me that everyone in the office has complained about me and no one likes me and I have a terrible attitude. He yelled at me until I cried, and then smiled and refused to give me a tissue. At some other point, I managed to get a whole $7,000 raise, which he said was all he could do, but he wished he could do more.
I finally get the job title I want, Communications Director. However, he never lets me do anything. All I do is copy and paste URLs for spreadsheets. I am not even exaggerating.
Cut to, my boss hiring not one, but TWO chicks, making $12,000+. That's right. One gets $100/hour for four days a week and the other is a flat $12,000/month. And one of those girls has been given all the Communications work that I wanted. Like branding, creating decks for the company. She has been here three weeks and had taken 1 week of Strategic Communications classes. My fucking Media and Communications degree has always been scoffed at by him, but this dumb bitch gets money and my fucking job.
So of course, I have been applying for jobs like crazy. I am so underpaid and also underappreciated. I fucking hate it here so much. I am so miserable.
On top of that I nearly hit my lifetime high weight. I was 186.4 this weekend. I need to get my shit together. This life is killing me.
12:58 p.m. - 2015-09-02
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