I am so utterly over my job and this life of mine. I need a change that doesn't involve sabotaging myself. No drugs, no over-drinking. No binging. Just being OK with myself and my life. i am filled with self-doubt and jealousy, which I hate about myself. I feel so alone most of the time. I am trying to keep my head above water.
I am friendless at work. Lonely at home. Hate my job and everyone I work with. I want to leave. I hate feeling like this.
1:19 p.m. - 2015-04-02
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