So...meeting with my boss. Same old shit I expected. Telling me I am too sensitive and how no one is attacking me (which I never indicated I thought, I am juts tired of doing tons of work and getting zero recognition). Basic bullshit about how I am super important to the organization (yet I never ever get complimented during our team meetings. I get chided or "helpful" suggestions.)
I realize at the end of it that I don't want this anymore, if I ever did. i dislike what I am doing and there is no end in sight. I don't get to be involved in the shaping of this company which pisses me off. I don't feel financially secure. When i am on my deathbed, I think I will regret staying here as long as I did. My retirement seems like a non-event at this point.
So yes, my "peptalk" has made me more determined than ever to leave. When it will happen, that I am unsure of.
8:26 p.m. - 2014-03-05
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