Well, well, well.
I have basically given up on having friends in real-life. I see through their bullshit and am tired of their insults and meanness. I don;t even pretend to care when they try to bait me. They ask how I am doing just to tell me about themselves, They either brag about how awesome they are (while telling me how cursed I am) or complain about how miserable they are (while ignoring the fact that I am very sick and depressed.) It's always a competition.
So I share my news online with my buddies. I got a job today! Short-term I think but good money. They found my resume online (that NEVER happens ever) and asked me to come in, I was supposed to come at 10 so I was there by 9:50 the lady didn't show up until 10:30! I was mad. But I was polite and confident. She wanted a proposal writer for her company. It's a temp company so I assumed it was a temp job, but it's a job for the actual agency. I told them my experience (I have tons of proposal writing experience). She asked what i wanted and I said $25 and hour (which is true, not an inflated number) she agreed! And asked me to start right away! So I worked for three hours today. It felt so good to do something I am familiar with. I feel so happy because I need money, I live off of school loans, my savings are gone. I freelance at 2 other places and have two unpaid internships and am taking 14 credits (12 is full-time). I do work hard but I gte mocked by my roommate because for once in my life I am not working full-time and for once in her life she is. She thinks she is better than me. Called me cursed because back things happened to me( fell and lost my tooth) my friends (arrested) and my mom (fell down the stairs). She laughed at me when I told her about my mom and bragged about how awesome her life is. She is fucking trash. That was the last straw fucking cunt. You don't laugh when my mom is hurt and tell me it's my fault because I am cursed. You goddamn piece of shit. I hate her now.
And I hate my friend who lies and steals from people. He ruined my bday two years in a row and when I called him on it he said that was "bunk". Who uses that word? It's so damn insulting like he thinks it's a joke. I was like asshole you don't even remember last year. You got so drunk we had to drag you out of the club and you were crying about your BF and insulting my friend. The BF he cheated on FYI oh by the way he tells me. So he ruined his relationship and is sad because he got called on being a fucking prick. He stole drugs from our friends and got mad when they called him on it. I guess that was "bunk" too. He is trash also.
I have done so much for him. Waiting at the courthouse, cleaning up his BF's blood, etc. He never said thank you. Then when I got mad, he lied and said I wasn't even there! He said "you weren't even here so why do you care, you were in Brooklyn." I said yes I was asshead and I was even on the phone with your mom." He was like oh that's right, I totally remember you even said you needed to go back to Brooklyn..." fucker, He lies constantly to make himself look better. I told him to stop lying and downplaying what I have done for him. he was like :what did I downplay?" Like he hadn't just lied 5 minutes earlier! He's SUCH A PIECE OF SHIT!!! He is trying to threaten my Britney trip to PR because he is garbage. Like I paid for the tickets but he got the hotel so he will cancel it if I'm not nice to him. He would ruin a trip I deserve that I've wanted for years, because he is trash, I am so mad. I hate him, I really do. I want ti never see his trashy piece of shit ass again.
8:43 p.m. - 2011-11-30
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