{Pissed that my great plan for health is just causing me to gain weight.
No smoking.
No drugs.
No ephedra diet pills.
No laxatives.
No purging.
Because of this I can barely keep my weight at a decent number and I am gaining fat. My metabolism is screwed because of the years of abuse. I have to work so hard to try and fix it. But I'm 30 so it's harder. I know it can be done. I see 50 year olds in better shape than I am. And really, I "quit" all of these bad habits within the last 6 months, if even that long ago. I have been purging on occasion, I smoke, but much more rarely now. Like a cigarette every 2-3 weeks. No drugs or pills though. I could work out more. If it wasn't over 100 degrees every day I would walk more places. When I get back to NYC I will be able to walk tons and tons and use the NYU gym for free so that will help. I am just laying the foundation for a good body I guess.
8:17 a.m. - 2011-08-15
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