Reasons why I am not losing/am gaining weight:
*Stopped purging so much
*Stopped smoking
*Don't work out as much as I did in NYC
*Too hot to walk as much as I'd like
*Stress
*sickness
* no drugs (haven't done coke or anything else in ages)
See I must just keep telling myself these things as my pants keep getting tighter. I have changed my life a lot in the past few months and that includes cutting out smoking and drugs, which basically have led me to be healthier but makes it harder to lose weight. I stopped taking laxatives almost every day. I think i might cut out breakfast again. it really does not help me lose weight and makes me feel more tired and crankier. I need to find what works for me without resorting back to doing unhealthy things or beating myself up.
Didn't work out this morning so I could sleep. I finally feel rested, my illness has made me exhausted and lethargic.
So mad that my boss invited my coworker to a conference with her and not me. And that I still have more work to do than anyone else. I am so unappreciated there. I think I might just quit today and give them my 14 day notice (I plan to leave the 25th so I can have an extra day to get ready to move.) It will help keep them from assigning me more and more work. I love how she gets 10 days to do a proposal and I get 4. FUCK YOU BITCH!!!
I think I am finally starting to feel better haha.
9:19 a.m. - 2011-08-05
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