I am definitely in the right frame of mind to be back in NYC. I don't freak out or panic anymore. Last night I got lost in downtown Brooklyn because a train stopped running before the stop I needed. My phone was jacked up too. But I got a hold of my friend and got on a random bus and other train and I was ok. I was calm and cool.
I see how my friends are different now. They are more domesticated and sleep earlier and no one leaves their neighborhoods. I am single and ready to roam around thr city once more. It's like they are not getting the full effect of NYC. And I seems the things they do aren't for pleasure as much as they are for story telling opportunities. Eveything was a story about the past or a plan for the future. I want to enjoy the present! All their time is spent on their iPhones or iPads not talking but surfing away. I felt disconnected but I also felt like I can do this. I am not afraid or worried I won't stack up. I am the excitement he difference I can make
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