I binged last night with every intention of purging but I told myself no and that was that. Well it was more like "NO NO NO NO NO!!!!!!!!" but I didn't. And after I tallied up the damage this morning, I only ended up at like 1600 net cals yesterday instead of 1250. Much higher than I'd like but not terrible. I won't gain weight, I'll just maintain. I need to make myself realize that these demons really are made up by me. One day at a time.
I am downloading a new workout because I am bored of my old one. I haven't mastered it, I just hate it haha. It should be done by the time I get home.
3 days and I'll be in NYC on vacation. Happiness abounds!
I am so very tired, ugh.
10:33 a.m. - 2011-07-12
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