I finished my 30 days of 30 day shred and took Saturday off form exercising. Then I walked 3.5-4 miles yesterday and today I guess I'll do the shred again. I need to download something new. I am tired of the same workout every day. I need a change. Ripped in 30 sounds perfect. Same trainer but new exercises.
I can't believe Friday I'll be back in NYC (for a few days until i move back permanently..) It's different than my other vacations because I know I will be heading back for good.
Time to work out. More later.
Good lord I am tired. But I worked out and am about to eat my breakfast. I am slowly turning my focus to areas of my life that I can control. I cannot make myself waiflike but I can be strong. I cannot make myself lucky, but I can use my talent to get me further. I cannot marry a rich, sugar daddy type, but I can find someone out there who wants a crazy chick like me.
I am tired of people trying to keep me in the box I was once in before. For example, my apartment has piles of things because I am packing and moving; however, my friend from high schools laughs and says "thats the raygirl I remember, the messy slobby one." Ummm fuck you jackass. I am more successful than you and better off than you emotionally so don't try to bring me down, or back to where I was 13 years ago.
I am better than I was before so who cares what you think?
Umm what the fuck? My coworker (the one I liked, then hooked up with, then disliked because he's an asshole) is extrememly annoying to me now that I am focused on other things. I was doing my work as always, he sees me printing and purposely prints something that would have gone on my special glossy paper, the prick. I pulled it out and said "oh no" and he hit me on the back, hard. I was like "ouch" and I walked away. I don't even know what the point of that was. THIS IS AN OFFICE AND PLACE OF BUSINESS. For fuck's sake!
8:22 a.m. - 2011-07-11
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