I pushed myself harder than I ever had this morning and I could do it. My body responded. I realize that everything I want, all I strive for, requires hard work. Seemingly impossibly hard. School, fitness, health, everything. Very little comes easy to me. Well actually that's not true. School would be easy if I took easy classes. Getting guys would be easy if I lowered my standards. Having money would be easy if I stole, or lived off of a man, or whatever. So the things I want, the good things, will require tons of work because I expect more from myself.
And that bitch of a boss of mine will just train me to be awesome at my next job. i can get a million things done on time. I won't complain anymore and I have tons of job skills now.
So thanks. Bitch.
8:21 a.m. - 2011-06-14
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