Ugh I hate working out some days but when I'm done I feel better. I just push through. I want to be able to do push-ups and everything the proper way and not be weak.
I feel slightly stronger so that's nice. i hid the scale away so i don't get discouraged. Gaining muscle is going to ensure the scale doesn't budge for weeks probably. I just continue to eat right (oatmeal and fruit and salads!) without starving myself. Limiting my alcohol intake because i drink too much and it wastes calories.
I am so stressed out about work. I was going to go in this weekend but I realized i can just take the work home with me, duh. Why ruin my weekend by being in the office?
I meet with my advisor tomorrow to plan my classes. I can't wait!
Time to shower.
I am in a bad mood today. Not sad, pissed. I work my ass off and am tired of constantly being ignored and overlooked at work. Not even a fucking "Good morning." Like I am trash or something. No one helps me with my work, I am given more assignments to do than anyone else, I am never praised and other people get credit for my work. I hate this shit.
I just keep remembering that I will be gone soon. Off to NYC, in a much better place.
Oh my fucking God, my whore boss just gave me another assignment due the same day as one I already have that I will have no time to work on (seriously I am already behind) I also need to make things accessible and do HTML newsletters and FUCK YOU WHORES!!!!!!!
Leaving will make me smile ear to fucking ear.
8:43 a.m. - 2011-05-19
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