The pressure to be who they want is to much.
After all I've done all my life I'm still living other people's fantasies.
I do not want to spend my days listening to their shit.
I don't want to wast emy free flight going home to a mother who let my father try to kill me.
I do not want to be around people who care more about their furniture than me being drugged and almost dying.
I do not want to be constantly guilted by everyone around me.
I want to be happy. I want to be in New York. i want to take a fucking day off of work and not be pressured to do everything for everyone else.
I want to be treated well by people.
I want to be happy.
I can't take it anymore. I don't need this shit.
I don't need anyone.
I want to be left alone.
6:42 p.m. - 2011-04-16
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