Ohh but Omar ignores me and I feel...well not sad...hmmm I feel pissed and angry and vindictive. So I send a nice note wishing him well in his future endeavors. And I delete his number and talk shitty about him on DL. Lovely. Funny how my bad behavior isn't so bad. I am not a mean person. I am catty, yes. And bitchy and sarcastic. but I am a nice person at heart. My one fault. I let people walk all over me. But my niceness makes them need me. Because it isn't fake. I fucking care about people. I hide it behind clever remarks, bitchy smirks, and pretend slutty flirting, but dammit I like people and I smile when they are happy. It makes me happy vicariously I guess.
I am such a sap loser.
10:33 p.m. - 2011-03-10
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