That fucking cuntrag Omar is ignoring me so I said adios asshole. I have so much shit going on I don't care at the moment.
I keep losing weight. Or actually I have lost 4 pounds in the last month so I am losing weight properly. I just haven't weighed myself. After today the scale goes back in to hiding for a while. I figure if I weigh myself at the end of March I'll be happy once again.
I was sad thinking that damn I am always drunk when I'm on FB how embarrassing, until I realized I only go on FB because I'm drunk. I hate that damn site. But when I'm drunk it's fun. Like I only call my parents when drunk because then they are bearable. As are most people because I hate talking on the phone. i should get drunk before work. Then I wouldn't hate my ass of a boss.
A bottle of wine, two sleeping pills and one Valerian pill allowed me to sleep from 11:30 to 6:30 AM. SOOOO happy and not hungover. Thank you sleeping pills. I hope they work without the wine because I would rather not OD and I need to not drink so much while I have all this homework due in the next several weeks. Plus that whole Lent thing. I should give up meat. It still counts even though I've been a vegetarian for 14 years, right? At some point you have to decide that you aren't going to take shit anymore form anyone. I have reached that point. In the past whenever I got close to achieving success I backed down, quit, ran away. I would stop working out, start smoking, give in to guys treating me like shit, let my bosses use me until I broke down or let them toss me aside. I won't do that anymore. i am too old and too valuable for their shit. Let them try to fuck with me at work, I will sue them so fast their heads will spin. Giving other people multiple raises and lying and saying they don't give raises when you haven't been there a year. Writing me up but refusing to write up other people who did the same shit or worse. Making me use PTO when others could take weeks off without using a fucking hour. Giving me extra work to do. Lying about giving me a new title. Fuck, why AM I still working there?
8:05 a.m. - 2011-03-11
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