Damn b/ped so hard right now. It gets easier it seems. But I still must fight. Wine and veg chicken and pasta and homemade cookies and more and more and it all comes out. Then again and again. I took my vitamins so i wouldn't purge anymore. I hate to waste them. Sometimes I have no self control.
I obviously bought groceries and I've been binging all weekend. Just hadn't been purging. I did at least workout and count the calories today. Each day will get a little better and a bit easier. I just have to keep fighting.
Excited to go see Omar in 11 days. He is excited for me to come too. Nice to have someone actually want to see me even if it is just for sex.
Damn it's past 10. The Simpsons are on! Saw half of Tosh.0 so I am happy. Everyone watch!
10:12 p.m. - 2011-02-15
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