So fucking tired of people who know I don't want reading my diary reading it anyway and even having the balls to leave me notes. Fuck those idiots.
Also tired of people with locked diaries freely reading mine and not handing over their passwords. Fuck dude get your own fucking life, mine is NOT that interesting.
Anyway I passed out all day yesterday from drunkenness/hungoverness. Today I have been watching Law and Order for the past 12 hours (well probably 8 hours).
I need to work out today but I am feeling lazy right now. Maybe I should walk to the store to get some cardio and get groceries I need.
I'm all zitty and I smoked too much this weekend. Need to get back on track.
I am so tired of fighting myself over who I am and who I want to be. When i am drunk i am more me. When I am sober I'm who I want to be. Which one is better? Who is the one my friends actually want to be around? What the hell do I do now?
It's funny that I think people online who have never seen or met me before know me better than my real life friends. I can't figure out where I want to go. I need to figure out how to meld these tow sides of my personality, the public and the private, and just be one person. I need to do so for my own sanity.
5:09 p.m. - 2011-02-06
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