After waiting in the freezing rain for the bus for 40 minutes I broke down and bought some tequila. I figured I deserve it. Still going to Austin tomorrow. So excited!!!
And I go to the eye doctor tomorrow so I can finally buy new contacts.
I should be under 1600 cals today (high cause of the liquor) but I got my water pills so at least I'll be less bloated. And I'm exhausted form last night so I should be in bed early.
My coworker is starting to treat me like a friend again finally. No more awkwardness or meanness. he came in the show me his wet ass because he fell down the stairs. How funny. He's back to talking to me almost exclusively so I don't feel replaced so much. Yes I'm a little needy child but I like to be number one. It's silly he leant me one of his jackets so I wear it around the office and I even offered it back to him because his butt was wet and he didn't want to take it. The jacket is too big and looks ridiculous but it's his and now it's mine too. I swear I'm like 50% over him. By the time I leave it has to be over. But I swear whenever I start to pull away he comes sniffing around flirting with me or trying to be nice. Obviously he likes the attention I give him but when 2/3 of the office kisses his feet why would the attention I give him mean anything? I still remember the day we hooked up when he said he had thought that if he cheated on his gf it would be with me. Who the fuck thinks about shit like that? And why me? I'm insane and annoying.
Whatever. I need to get laid.
7:46 p.m. - 2011-01-14
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