Continued cleaning and washing of everything makes me feel happy. Also exfoliated for the first time in ages, shaved and soaked and pampered myself. I even painted my toes and fingers and found 10 earrings to put in my ears. I think I want more holes so i can have more sparkles.
I've eaten well today. Too many calories but the food has been quality so far and I haven't binged. I've eaten when hungry and stopped before stuffing myself. I haven't had alcohol today and the sun is shining. I feel pretty damn OK.
Re-reading the Kama Sutra because why the fuck not? My goal is that when, and if I ever settle down, I want to be well-versed in the ways of "love" etc. All the sex I've been having lately almost seems like training to me, skills to use on someone else in the future. It is interesting. All I know is in the old days they fucked a lot and were very flexible hahahaha.
As I'm finally getting my life together I'm starting to open myself up to the idea of sharing my life with someone else. I feel worthy now and I think once I move back to NYC I will be free of the shit that's been holding me back here. My ED has lasted for 17 years from El Paso, to NYC, to San Antonio but I hope I can leave it here for good and move back to NYC with one less monkey on my back.
3:40 p.m. - 2011-01-09
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