For the first time in several years I am keeping my apartment clean for myself. Not because some friend or guy or family member is coming over. Not to impress anyone. but because I deserve it and it makes me feel better.
I threw away tons of papers. Washed and hung up my clothes. Vacuumed(!) and washed and put away my dishes. It looks nice in here and it's nice to come home now.
I am also working out for myself. working to feel healthy and strong. Toning exercises mainly. i feel sore a lot which I love. More stretching and yoga need to be added to my regimen too.
Even taking vitamins and shit. Lovely.
I'm starting to truly enjoy being alive. A little bit at a time. i don't want to waste my life, what little time I may have left. I want to smile and truly mean it and feel it.
11:35 a.m. - 2011-01-09
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