I hate binging and purging because I retain tons of water and just become a sloppy fat mess afterwards for days. I gained 7 pounds in 2 days. I didn't even eat over 2,000 cals (a lot I know but not enough to gain 7 fucking pounds) but my body is all out of whack.
So I will be returning back to normal all week and then will starve myself over Thansgiving break with the lovely pills my brother has. I'll come back lighter most likely and then I focus on school and hating my boss some more.
I'm such a little loser but I gained such joy out of my football team beating hers this weekend. It's one of the reasons she hates me. Oh well.
Bah so unnecessary but I despise this woman now.
Off to workout a tiny bit more than to bed so I can wake up, exercise and go to the post office before heading to work. Yay!
10:27 p.m. - 2010-11-21
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