140. Fuck the new panst I bought are already getting too big. I plan to go shopping after Thanksgiving since I'll have money by then.
I realized that this hitty review basically will ruin my chances of getting another job because they lied and said I suck. They can pull out this bullshit review to "prove it" and I'm screwed Like forever (well not forever but still). That makes me fucking sick. I am no bad feeling for plotting to leave this place and doing homework while at work. I won't feel bad for leaving early for school ro coming in late. I won't bother trying to be friendly to others or even talking to people. Acting like an adult (i.e. raising your concerns and showing up to work on-time and professional dressed=bad employee).
I fucking hate working with idiots and I do. I hate working with liars and I do.
And if I sucked at my job so much, why not be a REAL boss and tell me? Oh that's right because I am awesome and you are a fat hosebeast.
Anyway, in other news, I went on a date with some dude I met on OK Cupid. He was nice but I am not interested. He won't stop calling and texting me. And when we got back form dinner we smoked and I was passing out (since I had stayed up all night doing other substances). Instead of leaving me alone he made me lay down on his lap (I mean he picked me up physically and moved my head to his lap while I was barely conscious. Started rubbing me and trying to kiss me. Disgusting. I hate guys who do that kind of shit (Which is all of them apparently.) He finally left and I went to bed for like 10 hours.
I am not interested in a guy who things I'll bone him after the first date. A guy who doesn't care if I'm asleep because he wants to get off. Not cool. Not interested. And since I leave in 9 months, why bother trying.
School is fine. I am still getting A's for the most part and I registered for classes next semester. I should be getting like 4 grand back since I'm only taking 2 classes because 3 wore me out. Yay NYC moving money.
Oh and here's the article I wrote: my bar review
7:34 a.m. - 2010-11-20
Recent entries:
- - 2016-03-14
Still alive - 2016-02-14
- - 2015-11-05
- - 2015-10-02
- - 2015-09-09
My profile
Archives
Notes
Diaryland
Random
RSS
others:
julymalaise
usb-port
alethia
englishsucks
lisasays
moodswing
fat0free0air
cloudy-night
atwowaydream
silver4
enurta
soon
warpednormal
ecstasia
limes-sugar
hungry-hippo