143.
fuck buddy omar is coming to san an for a conference October 6-9 just in time for my bday. what are the odds right? So i get bday sex for like the first time ever. Man if I had booked my tickets for the 7th like I planned I wouldn't be getting shit. I need to be under 140 by then and I need to tone up, paint my nails, redye my hair etc.
i bought some cigs last week (marlboro special blend ugh) and i hated them so i was bitching to my coworker about how they sucked. He asked me to give them to him and I said "no i can't afford to do that. but i hate them a lot so they will be the office cigs that we share and I'll buy lights for myself." this was Friday. so i ask him to give me one of the cigarettes today and he said he took them home on Friday and smoked them all. Piece of fucking shit that he is. So I said to him, in front of his employee that it was "fucking ridiculous" that he would do that and walked away. I'm done. I don't respect thieves AT ALL. That is the one thing that makes me sicker than anything. Stealing from a friend or someone you know. He is straight up trash.
Disgusting. It's not like it was a misunderstanding. He took what wasn't his, didn't say sorry or even try to replace it. I'm glad I embarrassed him in front of his employee. She should know her boss is trash and a liar and a piece of filth. He also is a cheater and a horrible lay. My goal now is to humiliate him and make him feel like shit every day he is at work until I quit. I'm not a good girl to have on your bad side. I live for revenge and destroying people. I hold a grudge and never forget and rarely forgive.
Why are all the dudes in my life shit? my ex, fuck buddy, coworker?
Whatever. I am ready to find a new job seriously. Already updated the ol' resume in fact. I need more money and the workload is bullshit.
I got a 95 on my first paper for school. Wish it was a 100.
Stopped my bc for a week so I would get my period. I want no bleeding or spotting during my bday. I hope this gets rid of some of the cravings and general bloated fatness I feel as well.
11:39 p.m. - 2010-09-20
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