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Went out with my ex on SDaturday and it was broing and awful. It was supposed to be for my biirthday and he didn't pay for shit. Which is OK I guess but BIRTHDAY TREAT dammit. Then I got a bit tipsy (on purpose). and He invited himself upstairs. I did not invite him and had not let him in when he showed up at my doorstep without calling to say he was here and without me asking him up. I hate when people do that shit. The place was a mess.
So IO turned on the TV and sat on the couch and he sat and put his arm around me. I got up and smoked a cig and then laid away from him on the couch and pretended to be asleep. He got on the floor and leaned against the couch and asked if I was "falling alsleep on him." Ewww I hate you. I said yes and he got up to leave. He "hugged" me and shoved his tongue down my throat 3 times. I turned away in disgust and shock. Ugh he is nasty. He left finally and then I got up and watched TV.
He has asked me before to be a friends with benefits type and I said "no". Not "no, but" just no. He is so dumb. And fat and gross and has the smallest dick I have ever in my life experienced. He sucked in bed and still treated me like crap. He wouldn't shower or brush his teeth for days and ugh ugh ugh gross. I can't wait to go off on him for thinking I'd touch him after I already shot him down.
In other news the fuck buddy resurfaced out of nowhere and will be in town for my bday for a conference he is having. B-day sex! We had gotten into a fight, and after I said my piece i deleted his reply unread so who knows what he said lol. I was over it and was looking for someone new.
Can't wait for Vegas for the big 3-0.
8:39 a.m. - 2010-09-20
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