I am still 163 God I am such a fat piece of shit. I will never be under 160 and I will be fat forever. I don't eat anything all day but I come home and drink and eat because my lardass can't go more than a few hours without food.
We are going to Macaroni Grill today. Fucking great.
I am single and hating it for some reason. I am always single but the prospect of once again going on vacation with my best friend and his boyfriend and being the 3rd (5th) wheel is terrible. My other best friend is coming to visit me with his boyfriend in July. Iam so lonely and feel so unwanted right now. At least alcohol takes those feelings away.
I hate myself today and every day.
6:39 a.m. - 2010-05-27
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